is that an actual thing or is it fake? What do i tell people? Ugh I’m so confused! Helppp meee pleaseee!! I read something about being hetroromantic homosexual. Is this a wrong feeling? What am i feeling? Am i even straight? I just need help. I used to have a lesbian best friend and i used to think alot about sleeping with her but never thought of being in a relationship with her. I find myself fantasising about girls and i want to sleep with a girl (but I can’t because i am a restricted asian girl lol) anyways i enjoy thinking about girls in a sexual way but if i think about getting into a relationship with one I don’t really find it to be something i want. I find them to be so hot and when ever i watch lesbian porn it turns me on alot!! Don’t get me wrong i think boys are so hot and i would definitely not turn them down but if i had to choose between a one night stand with a boy and one night stand with a girl i would choose the girl. However much recently I’ve been getting attraction to girl but not in a romantic way at all.
I see myself getting married to a boy, having kids with him ect. Like i love boys, obsessed with them and can fall in love so quickly with them.